My god, what a fucking day, lets start off with this simple fact; Last night I fell asleep for the night at 8 pm at night, that's the first time since I was like 12 that I had fallen asleep that early. I feel like telling allll about it, so lets start! I start off by waking up at 2:15, and just getting ready, making sure everything is good and in order. Left at about 3:40 or so, took about an hour and a half to get there, and I get there, I'm confused as hell, I'm supposed to go to this room for a briefing, but it was already going, so I had to wait, I go to my briefing, then I go to the army liaison office, and everyone just immediately knows who I am for some reason, it was like I was all famous, but anyways, they give me all my shit, and then I go to the medical ward. Oh my god, the worst thing ever there. But some good. I go there, go through some briefing, and I spot the hottest chick ever in there going out for the coast guard. So I'm off taking my audio tests and visual tests, then at the visual test when I was waiting for it, was talking to her, and she wasn't shipping out for a while, so I was talking to her, and got her numbahhh, so I'm definantly gonna be hitting her up. Then after that I saw another super hot chick in the army, and I got her card as well, so woot! But anyways, took forever on the piss test cause I didn't have to piss, and didn't make it easy that there was some guy just standing there watching me, but anyways, got to the physical. The doctors there are the biggest douchebags, got to have some old guy who can barely walk squeeze my nuts and all that shit. I know for a fact they didn't like me, and they wanted to disqualify me, and I had to go back to them for airborne physical as well. But anyways, after all that shit, had to keep going back and forth from the front desk to the counselors, and finally got my shit done, and was waiting for a swearing in. I started waiting at about 2:30 or so, maybe earlier. I was in the front room sleeping for like 2 hours then finally was called in for a swearing it, had to go through yet another briefing, then FINALLY, went to the room, and guess what, yet ANOTHER 20 minutes of waiting, then the Major finally came in, and we swore in. And right there, I felt an immense sense of honor just swim right over me, because as of that moment I was officially in the army, and I felt so great taking that oath. And then I finally got to go home, and I got some free shit as well. But anyways, talked to one of my ex's that I hadn't talked to in a few weeks, it was good talking to her, but she seemed kinda confused or mad or whatever, couldn't really tell, that we always come back to each other, but, my thinking is, whenever something like that happens, maybe something is meant to happen, just have to take a chance. But anyways, I've been talking to this other girl, and she is the type of girl that I would date while I was in, because I know she wouldn't be doing anything while I was gone. But it's weird, because when my ex called me, I immediately stopped talking to this girl and focused on her entirely, so, I just don't know what's going on with my emotions. But, I don't think anything will happen with theee ex anyways, so I'm just going to continue with this girl, and hope for the bestt! But hey, you never know really whats going to happen, because I told one of my other ex's I joined the army, and she was immediately like "omg I'm going to be home the weekend after thanksgiving, we have to hang outtt! text or call meee!" God damn, Mike was right, the military card works, it already worked last night ;). So, PT today, that'll be fun I guess. I just hate that, I'm still constantly thinking of her, Jenna, when I know nothing is going to happen, I just don't understand why I keep thinking of her, I don't want to, yet I do, but if someone is in your mind constantly, and for that long, maybe their meant to be there? I guess we really meant it when we said, we're like boomerangs? Fuck, I dunno. A withered past and a blurry future, My hearts on an auction, It goes out to the highest bid. I live to fast, and I know I will lose her, But there is an option, to die is to live in her head. So I'll hang on, never let go. I dug this pain into my chest. It's dead One last chance to reverse this curse, You stole my heart but I had it first. And now I see you've got something to prove, And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth. A deadly wish but it should've come sooner, A corpse in a funeral that I would never attend. There is a light on in the back of this house, But you're not around, to die is to live in her head. So I'll hang on, never let go. I dug this pain into my chest. It's dead One last chance to reverse this curse, You stole my heart but I had it first. And now I see you've got something to prove, And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth. So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love, And to, the girl, that filled my dark. Last night I had the weirdest dream, That you and I drove off the darkest streets, Passing through these city lights, Closure for the kids that died. One last chance to reverse this curse, You stole my heart but I had it first, And now I see you've got something to prove, And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth. So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love. An to, the girl, that filled, my, dark