Was one fucking hell of a night I almost got in a fight with one of my very good friends Saw an ex girlfriend of mine that I thought was very attractive Got mad plastered Hung out with friends Pretty much have started hanging out with all the people that want to hang out with me before I go into the military have started hanging out with me a lot because, in relative terms, I'm going VERY soon, and people that really care about me and want to see me a lot before I go are starting to now and I really appreciate it, and not trying to start drama with me or anything, and if they do are quick to discontinue it, so I really like that, because they know once I'm gone, will barely hear from me, and not even see me, and many months on end, especially once I get my AIT in, because once I get my AIT 90 days in, I'm BARELY going to see anyone, because I'm gonna be going to USC, so I just really love everyone that's coming out to see me, I thought I barely had anyone anymore, and since I finally decided on it everyone has been coming to see me, my family, my friends, just everyone, and it really means a lot to me, means a lot to me to know that I'll be missed by the people that mean the most to me. But still there's some people that I wish would come out, but I know won't, and it makes me sad, but in the end, if they won't come see me who cares, I'm going to be a ranger combat medic, I have to toughen the fuck up, if someone doesn't wanna come see me, I won't badger em to come see me, who the fuck cares, if they don't wanna see me, they won't, I'm gonna be going through some of the hardest shit people can't even imagine and not be able to see them for 7 years, so if they don't wanna, no skin off my ass, but enough ranting. Just the last 2 days have been amazing, saw people, hung out with people that meant a lot to me in my past, and are beginning to mean a lot to me again now, and becoming great friends with them, and maybe more, but that sucks because it'll have to end, but anyways, I just love everybody that I've seen now, because they just wanna hang out and talk to me, because it's me, and I've never felt more loved before, and everything just means so much to me, even if it's my ex mallory listening to my problems and helping me out with them, it just means a lot, and it just means so much to me. I just feel so great.