So, what a weekend. It was pretty fun, I consumed a ridiculous amount of alcohol, yesterday alone I probably drank 20 beers throughout the course of the whole day and didn't even get drunk, my tolerance is getting way the fuck up there. I'm dating someone her noww, it's pretty awesome, she told me something on saturday that is really crappy, because someone did something to her ridiculously terrible, and when she told me, I just said, don't tell me his name, because if she did, I would have gone after him, because you just don't do something like that to a girl, period. But, I had my PT test on saturday. I passed my sit ups and push ups with flying colors. But I failed my 2 mile. Not gonna make excuses or anything, simply, I just failed it. So, I was severely disappointed with myself with that outcome, so yesterday I went out, and stayed outside for a good 4 hours, until I had ran 7 miles. And today, I'm doing the same thing, and tomorrow, and every day until I leave. It may seem like a lot, but really, with what I want, it isn't. I need to be able to run 2 miles within 11 minutes or faster, 5 miles within 45 minutes or faster, and then I need to be able to just run, period, and not stop for hours, regardless of the weather, or conditions, or anything. I've realized, in order to do what I want to in the army, I need to fully commit my entire life to it for however many years I'm in the army for. And that's perfectly fine, because when it comes down to it, when you want to be great at something, not just good, you have to surrender yourself to it, and have absolutely nothing but that, that's what makes people so great at things, because, the thing they do, whether it's music, or being a doctor, or whatever, it's because they fully commit themselves to it. But not everyone can do it, because not everyone is strong enough. But anyways. Mike's going to SJ next week and the week after, and hes giving me his house key so I can use it as a place to crash when I'm too faded and to have little kickbacks, so, it's gonna be pretty down. Don't really have to use the military card to get laid anymore since I've finally got her, so, that's pretty cool :). Hope everyones havin a good start of the week! Haha, I know I ammm ;). This song is the shit.