It is costing me everything that allows me to function as a normal happy person, to find out who I truly am, and what I can truly accomplish. Everything comes with a price. But that doesn't matter to me, all that does, is I want to dance with someone, not one of those hands on the hips crappy dances, a REAL dance. The kind you'll always remember. Occam's Razor; Go with your first instinct, it's usually right.