I'm scared. I thought that I'd be completely happy and excited to be going, and nothing else. But shit dude, I'm scared, I'm still going to show up to ship out and all that, but I'm scared. You can always say shit like "ohh that's nothing I can do it" And be all excited for it. But when it comes time to get in that car and drive to your destiny...it's the scariest thing on this planet. I'm fucking scared out of my mind, because I know what's going to happen once I'm done training. And I literally get to go to hell for about a year. I'm scared out of my mind right now.