Got some news this morning that I originally thought wouldn't make me happy. And at first it didn't because it means I got someone else chosen over me, if only for a day. But still, I was pretty upset over that, then I'm like, dude, fuck that. It's actually helped me, because I've been dicking around just thinking, ohh, do I wanna be with her, and if I do whyy. And when she first told me, my first thought was like, I don't wanna touch you. But then I stopped being 5 and realized, I really do want to be with her, and now there is someone else in the picture, which will end up probably helping me because I'm going to fight a lot harder for her this time around. And if I end up getting her, things are gonna be a lot different, and they're gonna be for real. But, I'm still pretty happy, and I can still say that she is still my number one, not to mention shes gorgeous and amazing :). I'm gonna fight for you boo, I'mma fight hardd! Today is going to be a good day :)