I'm so confused about people right now. I just got over a bunch of drama a few weeks ago with other things, and then I had peace, finally. But starting last thursday, I told my recruiters I wanted to go to MEPS, but also said I want my dad there to review my contract. But my dad couldn't go, and I said I'll show up next week. That was perfectly fine with my recruiter, but not the recruiting station commander. He insulted me, told me to betray my family, just to run over to the military, and get him another number on his record. Fuck that, ruined my night. Then one of my friends, who is much older then me, is acting like a 16 year old, talking shit about me behind my back to Mike, and now that Mike has hooked up with my neighbor, he is talking shit about Mike now, simply because he didn't get to have sex with my neighbor I guess, even though he has a girlfriend. And now my dad told me, when we go to the recruiters, hes going to look up my neighbor's husband, and call him and let him know what's going on. Yes, it is fucked up of her to be doing that, but that is between the people involved. And my dad isn't involved, and I know for a god damn fact, that if he calls, I will get pulled into it. It just seems that, everyone around me, just can't live peacefully. There always has to be conflict, always. I just gone over some drama, from a variety of things that were going on, and now, this bullshit is going on. All I want, is just peace, I don't care what I'm doing, as long as there isn't drama involved. I've been trying as hard as I possibly can to stay out of things, and stay out of the drama and all this shit. Yet, it just seems to keep continuously following me, and, it's just too much, I can handle stress, being tired, being pissed, doing ridiculously hard physical and stressful things, and have a smile on my face doing it. But when it comes to drama, I just can't take it, I'm over it. Fuckk, I just need someone to talk to, someone to just rant to so I can get all this bullshit off my chest. But that won't happen, and oh well. As someone once said to me, if I can't handle mediocre shit here in the states, how can I handle the military. And that is a good point, so, I just wanted to rant, and now I'm off. I just need someone to talk to, to help me figure out the right thing to do, because my world has been turned upside down, right side up, and fucked 3 ways from sunday, I don't even know which way is up right now, I need someone from the outside who hasn't been around any of this stuff to talk to, and tell me the right thing to do.