I never thought that things could end up like this, but hey, things don't go according to plan sometimes, and you just have to deal with it. But in all honesty, the majority of this situation could have been avoided really well, on my side anyways, just need to go about trying in a different way, to where we arn't trying to keep the old ways, but just trying to keep us, us. I mean, if I just heard "I miss you, I want to see you, I love you", I'd feel just so much better, and it just feels like you just don't want to do it anymore, which if you don't please do whatever will make you happy, but if not, please really try with me. You do make me happy, and you said you want to make me happier, so, I'm telling you right now what to do to make me happier, just tell me whats on your mind, tell me how you feel about me, and if you love me, like if you really do, then tell me, often. That's a start to what you wanted to do, so if you were really serious, then do that please. I hope you really are taking this seriously.