Is it strange that I don't get excited about relationships? Cause I really really want one, but when I get the chance, I don't really get excited about it, oh well. Hanging out with an old friend today, that should be pretty down. I'm in a weird mood, I'm not happy, yet not blahh, I can't sleep, and I can't go do something to keep me busy, something is bugging me. but on a brighter note, I'm getting my tattoos soon. I'm going to get several done at once. Speaking of tattoos, my pussy ass friend got one, and he tries to act all hardcore to me, because he hangs out with a crew that has like 20 people and they only fight when theres at least like 10 of them and 2 of the people they're fighting. Haha, but what he doesn't know, is all I have to do is knock on 2 doors, and one, I have some guys from the navy backing me up, and on the next door, I have hells angels backing me up. It's so weird, guys that I was best friends with in high school with, I hate now, and are pretty much now my enemies. It's so weird how that works out, a guy I didn't think much of in high school is my best friend now, a girl I didn't think much of in high school I'm just like oh em gee for her now, and guys I was best friends with, are my best enemies now. Stuff turns out way different when you grow up a bit.