so play it off and pretend
you never know what you got yourself into
i'll play it off and pretend
i never meant a word i said
now i'm starting to realize
that getting lost in your eyes
was the worst move, you win and i lose
long time no update, again.
i dunno why really.
nothing new to say
nothing new to do.
same shit different day
you know how it goes
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my view on relationships
honestly- waste of time.
all it gets you is a torn heart
and a lack of self confidence.
screw it.
screw it all
im just a little ray of sunshine tonight
Ever had that feeling of being very alone
i kissed you:
on the lips
in a swimming pool
in a car
at a park
in a stairway
in a bathroom
on a couch
in a treehouse
in water
on a trampoline
in a chair
by a computer
listening to music
watching a movie
at the movie theater
in a parking lot
outside of your house
at a friends house
under blankets
on a track
at a restaurant
after a funeral
while i was crying
in a closet
at a skatepark
at the mall
at the movies
at a dance
on a deck
late at night
laying in your arms
on a swing
in a hammock
on the cheek.
in my room.
on a holiday.
in the rain.
and it was all for nothing
What hurts most is you don't know I'm hurting
Listening to: Atreyu-Lipgloss & Black
Feeling: blah
how much i want to
stay up and talk to you
but im tired so im goin
to bed.. I <3 you
needs to get institutionalized...
babe.. Night..
<3 you
babe!!!!! I want to
see you hahaha... Im
not hot at all im sorry
heh. But you are so
yeah i love you
I'm Canadian. I live in Toronto, Ontario.
Which is like, in the bottom middle of Canada.
lol, go you and Jeremy!
How come you had Americans into your school? And how long is he staying down there?
i love you!
Muah!!!
xoxxo
k, I don't know anything about hot guys.
lmao at what chloe said. =P
complain either...
Hope youre ok..
<3
k, spam...Not much to spam about...
Mike [mikyyyy] lived like, 5 hours away from me, but then he moved closer to me a couple days ago. So yesterday, he's like "I'm going to the movies, I'll try convince my mom to pick you up, and I'll finally get to meet the cute little azn who wrote my name in blood! *squeal*
So anyway, if I knock on the door, be ready. If I don't, then my mom's a nazi." cont
So I've just been sitting here crying for the past day.
I can't believe he stood me up! *cries some more*
So yeah. That's all that's really happened lately, that I havn't written in my diary.
but yeah same old
stuff... How are you
m/
m/
Yeah I'm alright minus the flu I picked up two days ago so I'm just really wasted.
I havent been on much at all, i just have lost all desire to write.
Like nothing of what I say makes any difference anyway.
I dunno, heard from sime?
Hope your good sweet. =)
Of course we'd find it funny, but that doesn't mean it's not mean.
we need to talk more
gunna leave this
site babe..
there that i went..
It was not too bad
but i missed people
like crazy...
too much... I wish
you werent so far
away...
if you were closer
it be so much more awesome
<3
to virginia and visit
me.. Ill love you
forever
Thats not funny...
But if you arent....
I love you forever!
forever then...
Why here though
important to you..
I <3 you
for you to stop
by and see me...
Id give you like the
biggest hug and we
could do whatever you wanted
contact is no
big deal...
I want to uhh
kiss you when you
come if thats cool?
joke on me seriously
are you cause really...
i love you
true... I love you