I thort this was supposed to get easier, its not...its getting harder...it gets harder every morning i wake up and realise we're not together anymore and i just cant him when i wake up to tell him i love him and for him to say...'i love u to' back god i miss hearing those words. Im snapping over the tiniest little things i think im going to break soon...I need him so much, i try and make out that im brave and strong and that hes a prick and i hate him for all the bad stuff hes done and how much hes hurt me and yea hes hurt me but fuck i miss him so much. Everything i do, everything i see, everything i hear, everywhere i go reminds me of him....I need to get away...out of her...when ash gets settled maybe ill go there...i duno...