He gave my chain that was matts to ski....how fuckin dare he.. I hate u...i hate u so much but at the same time...all the hate...is just turning into hurt...pure hurt...How could u have loved me and hurt me this much...How come a broken heart hurts everywhere...it hurts so much...i want u back...i want to keep screaming at u...tell u how much this hurts...but u dont give a shit...if i died in my sleep tonight u wouldnt care....i just want u to hold me in ur arms again and tell me that everything is going to be ok..i want to hear those words from u....i need to hear those words from u...but im never going to hear them and it kills me...it is killing...i wish i didnt love u...