...On My Own...

See all those people on the ground wasting time I hold it all inside but....just for tonight... The top of the world sitting herewishing The THINGS I'VE BECOME That something is missing maybe I... but what do I know And now it seems that I have found nothing at all I want to hear your voice out loud s l o w...i t...d o w n...s l o w...i t...d o w n... without it all I'm chokingon nothing It's clear in my head and I'm screaming for something Knowing Nothing Is Better Than Knowing At All ....on my own.... _______________________________
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If everyone simply loved ski poles, NO ONE would have those kinds of problems.
Reminds me of something Scott said.
He's showing me some of his code for the site.
"This is my code. Ain't it sexy?"
"Damn right."
*A few minutes later*
"Hmm, Sarah's dressing up like a hippy...I'm glad my code doesn't dress up like a hippy. x3"

Anyway, I'm off to do some MATH!
w00t.
I havn't put much math in my diary lately...
Hmm, it doesn't seem too bad...
Oh well, at least she doesn't want to kill you too.
I can only do one slow-mo dive in front of a bullet.
lol, it sounds like she's just joking around.
I only think that because that's my "humor style".
Make a big deal out of nothing.
"Give me back my ski pole."
"No! You don't love it like I do! *hugs it* You can't take away the love of my life!"

See?

...That's why I tend not to talk much in real life. v_v
cause u dont have anymore tips
silly
[Anonymous]
lame!
[Anonymous]
i said sorry dont make me suffer more
you should get on msn so i can talk to you!!!!!!!
May 1st. Why?
When's yours?
hello

sexy


wanna make out
[Anonymous]
so how u been



true bogan
[Anonymous]
this is when it goes crazy





send me a pic
and tell me how u like it
i have kissed only like two girls so my skill is low any tips on how?
[Anonymous]
so how are we to make out
remember u are on the other side
gosh










yea
im
weird
sorry
so
any more tips
[Anonymous]
any tips can u give me?
[Anonymous]
tips on anything



anything



duh!
[Anonymous]
im sorry for that

i have like a shit load of other comments i have not replied back too

i will no longer put other things in front of u
i am sorry u should send me nake pics
yea not really but u get the point mabe not me either but no point in deleting cause i just go


like in love making in tieing my shoes
how to brush my teeth good what type of tea is good
how i should eat magaic
u know things
anythings
i like sometips
lmao, yeah.
k, I'm really going this time. =P
Stupid Mike and his constant commenting. =P
lmao, welcome back from Leah's.
I'm back for a sec too. Just for a sec.
I'll probably be gone agian by the time you get back. =P
send me pictures of your face and i will send some of mine to u and at the same time we can kiss them so in some weird sick twisted way in my mind we can still do it


oh yea
well i think my entry speaks for me oh yea


what problems

someone bothering u

hell no

who


who is

tell me who



is it robbie

i will cut him if u like


who
damnit all to hell
lol, you just reminded us of one of our friends.
Man, I'm still laughing when I think about it.
Yeah...Sorry.

Man, it's gonna be hard without internet, I know. But look at the brightside. You get to have your...*snotty voice* Precious sun...=P

lmao, it's fine about that nobodyu comment.
He offered to cut me though. If anyone ever asks if you want them to cut me, say yes next time. XD
thats all






oooooooooooooo
never mind sweety pie
rhymes in some way no


well now what
im geting tired i must go soon


so lets spend our last moments doing some thing specal
like making out
hurry send me pictures











































hahahhahhah
just joking yea that was geting weird



so
i
must
be
going
ok
tomarrow
night
most
likely
k

k



goodnight my love!
1) =)
2) Yeah. Makes people's heads go bloody.
3) Yeah. =)
1) Meh, you don't have to understand about the photobucket bandwidth stuff.
Basicaly, your icon will be back in April. =P
2) You don't know what a Hecate II is?!
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v224/FirestormX/Hecate22.jpg
3) Who's dispute? I need to know these things!
lmao, sorry. =P
It's much smaller now. ^_^

And yes, you did tell me it's your birthday on Friday. =P
It was like...Two weeks ago.
Pfft, my memory sucks.
The only reason I remembered Easter was 'cause my friend said "Are you going to buy Deanna any chocolate?"
"Why?"
"*slaps me*"
Lmao! No. They're just like plastic and they fly behind your car. It's just funny.
XD yup.
Anyway, bed.
(Fuck I'm going to bed early lately.)
Oh, and go check out Mike's "edit" on this diary.
With the pic of the missles behind the truck.
He's talking about me. =)
lmao, that works. =P
lol, yeah, something like that.
You're three hours ahead.
Well, 15 hours, but it's easier to just count ahead 3, and say it's the opposite am/pm thingy.

Anyway, I saw your comment on Mike's diary.

Me and him were laughing our fucking asses off.
I was like, falling off my chair laughing.
I'm giggling right now, just thinking about it.
Isn't it 3ish? Late lunch?
Oh, and yes, I'm still here.
People won't stop commenting. O_O
rofl
Be prepared.
For anything.
Or else ninjas will pop out of the bushes and mutilate you.

DAMNIT! I FORGOT YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS ON FRIDAY!
DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!

Well, happy belated birthday. ^_^
your diary is awesome
[Anonymous]
And what's this about someone pissing you off?
Do you want me to test out my Hecate II on them?!
Wait, I can't, 'cause NO ONE HAS BOUGHT ME ONE!
Grrr.
=P
so


u dont want to make out?
[Anonymous]
im sorry












so










wanna make out or what?
[Anonymous]
really oh my goodness


i never really done this before so how u like it?


u have magic in that place cantspellha
wow
we are not so different
[Anonymous]
whats a spac?

why did this girl have one

so what did i miss



yes

i am lazy


i dont want to click and read it
[Anonymous]
I never run out of things to do. =P
If I ever did, I'd go to sleep.

roflmfao
I was litteraly laughing so hard.
k, your icon will be back next month.
It's just that the image is hosted on photobucket.com
And you have a limited amount of bandwidth for your account (Bandwidth costs photobucket money. Space isn't that expensive, but bandwidth for all those images must be horrible)
So basicaly, the icon will be back next month. =P
well thanks
i was just speakin my mind
ur diary is pretty freakin sweet.
i love it

anyways.
ttyl

[Anonymous]
no no no no... my raise was $.30
meaning now i make $.30 more per hour
Haha well it is true...

I shall quote that.

Quotes can be anything, funny, from movies etc. =)

Cheers hun.

-Sammy
thx.
i love your diary also.
the pics and stuff are awesome.
=]
w00t first comment!
Damnit, you read it already?!
I'm gonna have to write another one soon!
I spent 24 hours writing that! T_T
I need to take a break, and catch up on my schoolwork. =P
Anyway, me = tired.
I think I said in my entry I was gonna go to sleep 'cause I was up for 24 fucking hours writing.
Well, I lied that time.
But not this time.
I'm going to bed.
g'night.
heh thanks for being there for me i really appreciate it. Yeah im just sitting here but im not thinking that...Im not thinking much of anything lol. See yah later and thanks :D
YES! HA! TAKE THAT SUN! IN YO' FACE!
lol, no, I've never worn heels.
Well, I wore them once...For like a minute...When I was 7...And my mom wasn't looking.

Yeah...

So, did you buy anything awesome?
u have a tight diary like for real ttyl
[Anonymous]
o0o0o, a cd eh? Which cd?
Oh, and you seem like someone who listens to Taking Back Sunday. Some website said they were emo/screamo. So I went and downloaded one of their CDs...No screamo.
Should I be angry and send the owner of that website a virus? Or do they have screamo songs that I didn't download? =P

Oh, and what's a boardie?
DAMNIT
Blah.

Oh well, I've got my alexisonfire. It's got enough screaming to cover over the taking back sunday emoness.

Erm, yeah...Anyways...
I'm gonna go try to retrieve my f: drive. It's been corrupted for like...A month.
I really REALLY fuckin' miss the files on it. So yeah, I'm gonna do something about getting them back. So I'm gonna have to shut down my computer and stuff.

ttyl. ^_^
lol, my f: drive is my "storage" hard drive.
I've got my little hard drive for my windows/program files, and I've got my 160 gig (f:) hard drive for storing everything else, like my anime, source code, music, instalation files, etc.

Anyway, FUUUUUCK! I need a windows cd for it.
Man I hate windows.
Now really, windows is cool and all.
But linux is so much better.
Blah.

But I'm going to my friend's house on Thur, and he has the cd. =)
i

wanna



be


your

dog
its a song silly





one of the most romanictis ones of all time




















well not really
silly











who did it?
the song
i wanna be your dog

yea

well its iggy pop and the stooges

ok old band

yea

so


ur
dumd

wow

could of fool'd me
so like how was your day
anything worth telling me about?
walking around in heels




arent u the sexy mamma


oh yea









so like what did u buy




no school





damn bogan!
thats nice
funny though
last formanl
only dance thing from school i went to
i got arrested and explued from school
cant even go to my senor prom
fuckit
fuck it
and
damn it all
to hell
they found some shrooms in my pocket



sucks









i was so high
really
damn thats funny

see
it wasnt my formal either

it was this girl that i knew when i was little
yea


thats pretty dumd

again u fool'd me


so


like


when are u planing to get to know this guy like

at the night of the formal






hahaha
ahahah


ahhahaha
ah










yaa
so all u care about is money and looks

wow


could of fool'd me





so like what are u haveing for dinner?
there u are my love


so money u care not
but looks play a factor

ok thats something

u could of fool'd me yea

so chips is that like what we amercains call french fries
and a meat pie
wow
u guys are strange
im asking that if your chips are really french fries cause in the uk thats what they are called

and meat pies

u suppose to put sweet stuff in pie like fruit cream and what not

so when i hear meat im like gross

what kind of meat is it


i eat cow tongue
really i do
when i was little i saw it in the frigde and was like hell no am i eating that

then later when my mom cooked it and made tacos and i ate it
really its good
i was like damn mom these tacos are good and she was like yea its cow tongue and like wow i went
ever since i have love eating it and right now we have one in the freezer i take pic for u if u want
it looks really gross

ok

u mean to tell me that u have sweet meat pies

now that sounds gross!
i just now read your entry and i must say that is good

really impressive


u got my hopes up!



are u sure its gross and funny
o just that the tongue looks funny

yea

like what are u thinking ?
?
?
[Anonymous]
i bet yur tongue isnt yuckly


oh yea


is this the guy whom girl read ur entries>
how did u come apart in the last 10 mins
weird








what is it with u and guys wiht girlfriends










always the forbidden fruit u want isnt it?
Your diary gives me seizures.
u have to know things change when a guy friend gets a girlfriend

u have to know



and act differently
weird



glad im a nobody
go to other one

i delete that one soon

so just copy and paste to other ok
how do u make the thing that pops up when u go in tp ur diary??
hey im going to go



fun chating with u once again



good night my love
lmao, meh, you don't need to understand.
Just know that I cry myself to sleep every night, knowing I can't have it until tomorow night. T_T
=P
open a amr file in?

sure what is it?
havent i not talked to u about computer slang?
im not computer suava
so i dnot not understand those fancy words u and others use


so please us plain old english
k



so what was ur second comment in plain english


o
so are u cheating on me i know u are dont lie
ok what does these mean "oty"
ha

thats funny


u miss speller u
[Anonymous]
so like how are u feeling
[Anonymous]
wow

took u a long time to reply




damn cheater

tired, annoyed, pissed off, unloved, have a headache

well take a nap
fucking igore them
piss on
i love u
u know that
pop some pills
really



why do u cheat on me then
?
wow






im sorry




love is so damn abstract




do u think u try stealing other girls boyfriends?
i mean the way u sound sometimes look like u like eating fruit

u should stay away from guys and go find your self

old greek maxiam

know thyself
good bye my love



to come off as eve from the that old book

that u like the forbidden fruit

do u think as ur self as a 'slut' cause u refer to urself as one alot
why does it seems to u that u do steal others bf?
u dont right so why would i
or any one else right?


so where did u go
i missed u


i bet u dont
for sure
but fuck people

they are not u
they can never ever full understand ur point of view

stay away from that shit and find ur self
know thy true self
and than mabe u will know what u really want and how to go and get it
really


what is it

what do u want?
.........and............
and................?
u should want it all

why settle for anything less

oh u dont want to be selfish

someone to love u is easy if u really want that




i think u really dont know thy true self
yes it is
as
long
as
u know life will be full of disapointments
will be anyways so u might as well be more then the normal person
by the way i told u im not normal right?
well yea

its as easy as that

i dont think u know thy true self
yea i sort of know what u mean
but i was about talking about wanting more than true love

dont wanna sound like an ass but i been able to make girls fall in love with me intentully and not
its weird like i have some sort of power
but let me asure u i dont abuse it like the others

i dont think u know thy true self or know what love is about
excuse me for that
but i believe that
oh yea

100 again

am i not cool or what



well



i know couples that i see in jack in the box are in love when they are really old
fragile
helping each other with their old fragile bodies
thats love

i want that

to grow old with someone
to share my life with

and thats not easy to come by
thats not.........
oh i dont feel sorry for u or pity u

i still dont think u know thy true self and dont know what u want and dont know what love is!

how could there be any love besides true love?

weird

again im sorry about that rape thing was that long time ago or more recent
there is one type with different degrees

see

u just wanna fall in love right
u want love
so u go looking blind

anyways 12
yea ok
im sorry
was the guy older
like old
good night my love


always a pleasure talking with u


nite
But then my nose will start bleeding...
jk =P
You know how in anime...Bloody noses...Hot girl...
...Yeah...

"It was a perverted compliment."
There we go.

Jen...I'm dying!
Nah, April Fools. (I couldn't think of anything better)

How was your day at work? Anyone do any April Fools pranks on you?
Thank ya.
ROFLMFAO
That's an awesome april fools.

I've never heard of Dreamworld. I'm assuming it's an ammusment park?
Thanks dear. I wrote it and I'm glad you liked it. Yeah, I had something good going for me until he decided that we couldn't date anymore.
Nuuuuuuu.
Who will spam my entries then?!
i love the used. rock on, chad (chadwrites)
[Anonymous]
Well, if I die, I could leave myself a million bucks to get myself a profesional spammer.
jk =P

So, what's gettin' cut off now?
You mean your header thingy?
Oh.
Do you have a lesser than symbol anywhere in your entry? (Like, did you make a heart or something?)
thanks, I made it all by myself. I'm special like that.

I think. but yeah I did it by myself, even made the background.


I forgot to mention that.

THANKS!
[Anonymous]
Whoa! Fckin hell! Far out! Im speechless.. Mind you i only got this diray like not even had it for a month..