i want to feel wanted..hugged..looked at...i want to be told im beautiful.it's the endless battle to get where i want to be. Im tried of trying to get awat with everything, having to get away with everything.it would be so much easier to be alone and hating the world...not have to pretend im everything im not ----------------------------------------- Death, depression, heartbreak, murder, rape Past memories of an itching to just sit in a corner and cry Darkness caresses me tightly, into a mess of eternal lies and hatred Emotional suicide and the world seems to not spin my way.