ok i wrote this letter to jason, um i jus duno if i should give it to him or not but um yeah....if neone has nethin to say about it i'd be reali gratefully and yeh... First off let's get this straight, I don't owe you anything and you don't need to act like this is all still working. You fucked me over, you went behind my back, We made a promise, we made a promise when we were in fucking LOVE. Don't you remember anything? Don't you remember how much it killed me to see that happen to you God I tried to be strong then, I tried to be strong for you. Caused me so much pain . So we got through it, we pulled through. It was gone, Then you bring it back and THROW it into my face. TELL THE WHOLE WORLD. Thanks for nothing. I didn't ever want to relive those monthes or times, why do you?? Why do you have to make this so difficult? What was i thinking?" you are the devil in disguise, the fucking iceberg that sunk the ship. You know what buttons to push, you know the right one to ruin my day, my week, and my life. So why do you have to push all of them at once?. Besides fucking up my life, you are ruining relationships i have with other people. I know you like that, I know you want to see everything i start to love pissed away because . She is in actuality everything you could never be, ouch. the truth hurts like a BITCH. . GRow up, please- for the sake of my sanity, just please grow up. I don't need your daily dosage of bull shit anymore. You proved your point, you proved WE messed up once. so now its time to wise up and just realize whats in the past and just move on into the future. So if you have ANY plans of being in my future, forget it. you got to sort this stuff out, sort out these issues you got going on inside your messed up little head. I tried to help, but there was only so much i could do before you literally drained me. emotionally and physically.you made me so sick and scared I couldn't eat. So don't say you went through it all alone. I WAS THERE. YOU LEFT ME, REMEMBER?! If you have any plans of fucking hurting ski u can forget it, because if u do..i will fucking kill u and dont take that as just another thing i say coz i mean it....honestly mean it. . You don't know what the fuck you have gotten yourself into.