Have u ever felt like u hope ur just having a bad dream and that u will wake up soon and everything will be ok...except ur not dreaming...everything is real...the pain is real...the tears r real...everything except for wot u thought was real is real...all the promises...forever. Can u drown in ur own tears? I think i culd... Nothing compares to this...nothing that has eva happened and i wil be the last person to admit ive been thru sum pretty bad shit in my life...but...nothing compares to it...Like i said to him...when i swore i would love him forever i meant it...and i always will...i wish it didnt hurt so much...