i am not going to let the tears that r building up in my eyes get the better of me. I hate him and im not going to cry over him he is a fucking prick, i thought he fucking cared, i thought he fucking had feelings for me still...That was a fucking load of bullshit u dont fucking, fuck i hate him where the fuck does he fucking think he gets off saying that shit to me. I am not going to be fucked round by him, i was enough by andrew and i am not going to be by him. I have been fucked round so much by guys and u know i was actually fucking stupid enough to think he was fucking different but no i guess no he is just the same as every other fucking cunt out there. He is not going to fucking talk about leah like that, no one fucking talks about her like that and if he had of said it to my face i would of fucking slapped him down. Fucking cunt. He has just lost any chance he ever had with me, I am letting go of any hopes and dreams i had of having a life with him, i am letting go of any feelings i had saved for him bcoz he has just lost any chance. I am not going to be treated like that by yet another guy i am so sick of it and what fucking right does he have to say that when he calls me a slut it doesnt matter coz its a commonly used insult. No it is not a fucking commonly used insult and i do fucking take offence to it. I dont go up to somone and say hey slut coz i would b knocked out and abused. Fucking prick. I hate him, yet the tears are still coming arent they....