LOVE isn't about finding the PERFECT person, but learning how too see an IMPERFECT person perfectly ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------♥ Well, Im only writin dis coz taryn (my lesbian luva :p) told me to, I got nothin to say haha....Went out last night again, head hurts now but hey, all fun and games ay? Was good fun. Neways...I will find sum stuff to pretty this up since I dont have anythin of great interest to talk about (robbie, how do u ramble on about pointless shit for as long as u do and make it as interesting as it sounds??) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------♥ RULES: Write a statement intended for 15 different people. never tell which one is for who. 1. you mean so much too me. i could never imagine my life without you. you are so perfect in every way. it's so amazing, how you have changed my life. so much for the good and i feel like such a better person, because of you. im sorry that we fight at times, but that's how things are. i know that if you were anyone else, i wouldn't be able too work things out but you are different. i could never let a fight just drift away with us and when we talk about the fights it makes alot of things better. our love wouldn't be true if we couldn't talk about everything but we can. i trust you with everything that i've got and you make me so happy, too me i am the luckiest girl ever. 2. Things havent been the same between us for ages, uve drifted away from me, but Im always goin to be here ok...I love u so much 3. all i have too say is one word douchebabe hah 4. I owe you my life, u mean so so much to me and I wish I could give u back all that u have ever given me. If it wasnt for u, I wouldnt even be able to begin to imagine where I would be know. U are the most amazing strongest person I know and u are so so awesum, I cant explain to how much u mean to me. U have given me so much hope and faith and courage and strength to go on when I thought that I couldnt anymore...Those nights when I had no one to turn to and u would spend all night on the phone to me even though all I would do is cry, that meant so much to me and im sorry for putting u thru that....and scaring u when I was messed up....U are amazing and I know things are ahrd for u somtimes but u will get thru them and I will always always be here for u whenever u need me. I love u 5. i miss you so much, i miss our old times, i miss being good friends. i wish u would have never moved, but atleast we do stay in touch. I couldnt all those years ago imagine my life without u, because i depeneded on u so much and I thought that once U left my life was over, it was for awile, but I learnt to live...I learnt to live without u...it was hell hard but I knew I had to do it for u. I think now its a good thing u left because I was able to stand on my own two feet again and get some independence back, I miss u so much though. Ill always have a special place in my heart for u. 6. your a prick half of the time, you always start fights with me, your the cause of so much of my stress, we used too be good friends, and tell each other everything, we never used too fight like we do this year, i don't know what is happening, No matter how much we hurt each other I will always be here for u....Im sorry for hurting u and lying to u all those times I have, and Im sorry for carrying on that stupid dream in my head that we would end up together some day....Was just a stupid childhood dream....Im beginning to come to terms with the fact that theres nothing there anymore though....That 'somthing' we had, has disepaered...Im sorry for everything... 7. Im glad we became friends and over these past 2 years we have been through so much and so many memories, Im sorry if Ive ever hurt u, but we have always come thru it havent we... i love you darling 8. i miss the old times, when we were young and all we cared about was fun, we always played barbies and made them do the nasty just for the hell of it because it was just something that made us laugh. i miss you dearly, i wish everything was back too normal and i wish we were always together like old times 9. Well, ur the one that has given me hope to move on after him....I want u to be the one that I move on with but I dont see that happened...Ur so amazing, u can have me laughing over the silliest things for hours on end for no reason at all...Only a really special person would be able to do that....Ur rad babe 10. you are the craziest out of all of my friends. you always make me laugh. school wouldn't be the same without you. thanks for always being there for me, whenever i needed you 11. you are such a fucking liar..U failed me as a friend, theres no other way that I could say it. i did nothing to u, I gave up 10 years of my life for u, everything I did, I did it for u, and what for, to be stabbed in the back, to have it all thrown in my face, to have u be a slut and sleep with him and then act innocent. To have u tell me I would be better of dead and threaten to kill me. U can only blame urself for investing ur whole life in me bcoz u knew very well that once I was gone, once i had given u everything I had and was over it and couldnt forgive u or take it anymore that u would be left alone to pick up the pieces.Well I am not going to live my life in fear of u. I am better than u, i am so much better than u will ever be...I hate u 12. Well u piss me off alot somtimes, like when Ill be all serious and u laugh at me, or when u laugh at me for other reason which u shuldnt be laughing, but underneath that like i said I might be just some random chick to u but I really do care about u alot and Im really worried about u at the moment. If u were here with me, things would be alright, we could have so much fun together and things would be alrite but ur not. Last nite, I was so worried i just wanted to hold u and tell u that everything was going to be ok, but that was a bit hard. it will be ok though u just have to stay with it all and not get in any more trouble coz if u keep doin that me or anyoen else wont be able to help u. I knew u were somthin speshul when we first started talking and I would stay up all night just to talk to and before that I spent 2 months trying to find u again. We found each other ay and we'll stay togetha 4eva, with me as ur punk rock princess :p like I was all those months ago....Luv ya gorgeous 13. i remember on new years eve 2003 we had the greatest time. that was such a great night, but anymore i don't feel the same. we are drifting apart and our friendship just isn't the same 14. we go together like peanut-butter and jelly. we havent been friends, that long but It has become so strong.... yes i know we have our fights over the dumbest things ever hah but we always get through them together. we would never let anything destroy our friendship for good, it is just too strong too ever do that. you are like my sister and nothing will ever change that. thanks for everything and thanks for always putting up with my shit when i was pissed and i took everything out on you. im really sorry for that, but half the time i would never have anyone that i could talk too about anything and i knew that you would be there too listen. i love you. 15. we aren't the best of friends, but i always have good laughs with you. well even though we aren't the best of friends i hope you do know i would never ever do anything too hurt you. i could tell you anything about me and i know you wouldn't tell a single soul if i asked you not too and i hope that you can trust me. you are a great girl and an amazing person. anybody who ever hurt you, needs there ass beat so give me there names so i can go beat some ass. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------♥ UNIQUE 1. Nervous Habits? bitting my nails 2. Are you double jointed? no 3. Can you roll your tongue? no 4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yes 5. Can you cross your eyes? no 6. Tattoos? not yet 7. Piercings and where? ears 8. Do you make your bed daily? no CLOTHES 10. Which shoe goes on first? um, as if I have ever taken any notice 11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? hah yes when somone fuckin made me run after him on camp and climbed up a tree and stuck it up there, When i got him i hurt him with it... 12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? $50 13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? my necklace and braclets and rings 14. Favorite piece of clothing? my green top i bought yesterday FOOD 15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl 16. Have you ever eaten Spam? yuck, no 17. Favorite ice cream flavor? cookies and cream 18. How many cereals in your cabinet? about 2 or 3 19. What's your favorite beverage? um alcohol? 20. What's your favorite restaurant? Meh 21. Do you cook? yes GROOMING 22. How often do you brush your teeth? twice a day 23. Hair drying method? hair dryer? 24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? yes MANNERS 25. Do you swear? yes 26. Do you ever spit? no WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE 27. Animal? dog 28. Food? duno 29. Month? december 30. Day? saturday 31. Cartoon? duno 32. Shoe Brand? etnies or kustom 33. Subject in school? lunch 34. Color? neon pink 35. Sport? soccer 36. Tv show? Summerland 37. Thing to do in the spring? going on walks 38. Thing to do in the summer? swim 39. Thing to do in the fall? meh 40. Things to do in the winter? sleep IN AND AROUND 41. The CD player? random songs 42. Person you talk most on the phone with? sim 43. Ever taken a cab? yeha...many times 44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? hah yes, every avo I do my hair as i walk past in the shop window...then i realised the other afternoon, even though I cant actually see in there, they can see out and see me doin that...haha shame 45. What color is your bedroom? purple nd pink 46. Do you use an alarm clock? yes 47. Window seat or aisle? who cares LALA LAND 48. What's your sleeping position? on the left side 49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? no 50. Do you snore? no 51. Do you sleepwalk? no 52. Do you talk in your sleep? hah, sometimes 53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no 54. How about with the light on? no 55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? radio -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------♥ "do you remember that night, that night when all of a sudden out of the blue you and i became absolutely c r a z y about each other?" -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------♥ Quotes love is when you miss him even before he leaves, when you could listen to him talk all night & never get tired of hearing his voice, when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, & you see his smile the second you close your eyes. i just want that one boy who will make everything seem right when he asks "whats wrong?" and i say "its a long story" he'll be like, baby i've got all night. do you remember those nights when, you stayed up just too talk too me on the phone until we both fell asleep? well i just want you too know i'm glad you never hung up. sometimes you meet someone & before you know their name, before you know where they are from. you know that sometime in the future this person is going to mean something to you. nobody is p e r f e c t. some people are just perfect for each other. if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe; stronger than you seem; & smarter than you think, but the most important thing is even if we`re apart i`ll always be with you. LOVE is seeing him how no one else does. LOVE is when you know he's not perfect, but you see him perfectly. LOVE is thinking about him day and night through the day and in your dreams. LOVE is when he means the world and even more to you. LOVE is when no one else understands how you feel. LOVE is the best feeling you can feel, that touches your heart in ways words cannot explain. you know it's love when the tiny details about another person, ones that seem insignificant to most people seem incredible and magnificent to you. girl: do i ever cross your mind? boy: no. girl: do you like me? boy: not really. girl: do you want me? boy: no. girl: would you cry if i left? boy: no. girl: would you live for me? boy: no. girl: would you do anything for me? boy: no way. girl: what would you choose, your life or me? boy: my life. the girl runs away in shock & in pain, & the boy runs after her & tells her: the reason why you would never cross my mind is because your always on my mind. the reason why i don't like you is because i love you . the reason why i don't want you is because i need you. the reason why i won't cry if you left is because i would die if you left. the reason why im not willing too do anything is because i 'd do everything for you. the reason why i choose my life is because you are my life. i want to get to a point where no matter what happens, no matter how long we go without being together, no matter how many fights we get into that all we need is a kiss & suddenly we remember why we love each other. & i'll leave you with this last quote. something in your eyes makes me wanna loose myself in your arms. there`s something in your voice; that makes my heart beat faster & faster & im glad too know that this feeling will last the rest of my life.