Baby what am I gonna do now? I’m breathing in bed sheets... holding in... wishing I could smell your body next to mine. I bet you never thought you’d have to see me like this, an unplanned mess of unstitched seems winding down my chest. And I can’t write. My words are just shit. If only you’d find me tonight and make me your own. I’d die I swear this time in your arms. I’d die so happy this time if only I was in your arms. But I’m so weak -I’ve let my guard down. You could whisper so softly and just blow me away. I swore I’d never let you see me like this floating down a river of tears I’ve layed at my feet.