[179] Pretyful speshulness

by shatteredangel
Ah its fuckin hot, spose to be 40 degrees on wednesday guna dieee...Newho. How are we all? Yesm look at da pretyful speshulness of muh diary now...Thanks chlo!! Mwahz lub u Neways...found out simon got a job at big w...just happens to b where skye works...so she will try her hardest to turn him against me...i asked him not to talk to her and he said so ur tellin me who i can and cant talk to now? argh fuck he pisses me off sometimes...I just went quite then and he gave me a hug but meh...She probly will...be just my luck...Oh well stay cool "Now my world is at your feet. I was lost and I was found, but I was alive and now I've drowned. So now I will be waiting for the world to hear my song so they can tell me I was wrong..."
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awesome background.

is simon your boyfriend?

you should get a job at the big W. kick skyes ass.
[Anonymous]
Hey!
Yeah, actually I'm fine, dontchu worry bout me. =)
I just say a lot of things, both happy and sad...but I'm just generally saying them without feeling.
Ah kill that bitch if she turns that guy against you =P It's justified.

xxx
Sammy
o0o0o, uhh...purdyness..I guess.
*must save whatever manlyness I have left*

lol, I think I've done a pretty good job of keeping away from people.
Just stay online, and you'll be fine. XD
btw, i love your background music... i love soty!!!
hey thanks...lol.. i was quite bored..hehe...w.b.
[Anonymous]
i was wondering how to add the bakround and stuff.. like i have the url.. but where do i put it??
tahnx for your help !
-julie
[Anonymous]
Thanks for the comment. This is the worst feeling I've ever encountered and all I've done is cry and feel sorry for myself. Everyone tells me to keep my chin up and move on but that seems so hard to do. The one person who could always make things better isn't there for me like he used to be, that's what hurts the worst.

I love the music on your page. Story of the Year rules.

♥Dizzle
I hope so, until then I'll sleep & cry, and do whatever else it is I've been doing for the past couple days.

♥Dizzle
I can't eat anything besides ice cream and chocolate right now. I've lost a few pounds because every time I eat something I feel like I'm going to throw up. My nerves are completely shot. Hopefully Jake and I can do something tomorrow, I need a shoulder to cry on and since he's the one who's making me cry, it might as well be his.

♥Dizzle
pretty diary. stop by sometime :]
[Anonymous]
oh, i agree entirely
[Anonymous]
really cute journal!
care if i add you?
<33
[Anonymous]
He's the only one who can comfort me and assure me that things are okay, even if he and I both know they aren't. It'd be impossible to avoid seeing him because he's everywhere I am. I sit with him at lunch and talk to him after every class, these next few weeks will be really hard.

♥Dizzle
Do you have an AIM sn? It'd be much easier to have a conversation on there rather than commenting back and forth.

♥Dizzle
I have MSN too so I'll just talk to you some other time. Thanks. G'night.

♥Dizzle
care if i add you as a friend?
[Anonymous]