You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: can i ask u sumfin You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: i ask u lots ay You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: i jus realised dat You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: i proli ask u more questions den neone You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: onli coz u is so smart n wise Justin says: lol Justin says: ask away You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: shuld it scare me alot wen somone says to me theyd do nethin for me and theyd go to the end of the world for me...if so, why dus this scare me Justin says: should it scare you?? Justin says: does the person who said it mean something to you?? You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: yesm You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: i luv at person You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: dat person r andy Justin says: okay Justin says: do you think he means it? You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: yeh You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: he dus You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: thats the scary thing Justin says: hmmm Justin says: why is it scary?? Justin says: or why do you think it is scary? You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: i have no idea You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: it jus scares me that he said he wuld do nethin for me Justin says: it doesnt scare you Justin says: if you dont know why it scares you then your obviously not afraid Justin says: maybe its not there your afraid of what he said Justin says: maybe your afraid because hes willing to do it Justin says: because your afraid to let him in.... Justin says: because to let him do anything for you Justin says: would be the ultimate act of trust Justin says: and your not ready to do that perhaps Justin says: maybe thats why your "afraid" Justin says: because you dont want to fully trust him just to lose him You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: maybe..i duno..he was readin sumthin i rote in dis letta i rote him and he said it was beautiful and then he said i dont think u realise how much i reali do care about u jen...i would do nething for u...i would go to the end of the world for u. i dont no wot i would do without u Justin says: how many people have said that to you before?? and how many of them now are still with you? Justin says: none of them i believe Justin says: that could be another reason your apprehensive Justin says: because other people have said it but didnt mean it and your not sure if he means it Justin says: but it all breaks down to you not fully trusting him Justin says: which is normal considering how many times youve given your heart to someone and theyve shattered it Justin says: just a thought You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: mmm yeah, like the week we started goin out i said somthin to me and he sent me a msg sayin ' i promise u with my life jen that u will neva lose me unless u call it quits' and yes i c where ur coming from...speaking of ppl like that...lochie...is claiming he likes me still..i swear juzz..everytime i get somthin good...somone good...he has this way of getting into my head and making me ask myself am i doin the rite thing bein with whoeva im with Justin says: i know he told me about it Justin says: lachlan only likes you sometimes Justin says: he told me that he goes through periods of liking you Justin says: and other times he doesnt feel the urge to be with you Justin says: which is why you are not in love with him Justin says: because he wouldnt fully love you Justin says: but lachlan doesnt matter anymore Justin says: not to you at least You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: yea i no...i keep tellin myself that...2 yrs of being in love with and getting hurt more and more each day is enuf...it jus seems...i duno...silly...i asked him the other day if we eva met up wot would happen n he said we would happen and hed want a future with me.. Justin says: no Justin says: if you ever met? Justin says: if we are talking about when your of legal age to be together Justin says: you will have changed and so will he Justin says: but until then he has to return home Justin says: how do you be together when your physically miles away??? Justin says: and if it did happen whos to say he wont go through a phase of not liking you anymore?? Justin says: and if he has to be with you to love you then its not love at all he should love you if you were on another planet for years Justin says: he should love you until the day you came home or the day you were together again Justin says: so no jen lachlan does not love you Justin says: he just enjoys fucking with your head You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: and neva will? and neva has? Justin says: i doubt he ever has because he told you himself he doesnt know what love is Justin says: but because jen you have someone now it shouldnt matter to you if he ever will Justin says: because right this moment...someone does You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: the other night...me n andrew..took things to the nxt level...n aftawards lochie popped into my hed...i hate it i wish he didnt exist somtimes...i no..and im not going to lose that person i have now...coz ...hes the best thing thats happened to me for a long time Justin says: im afraid to ask what the next level is.... Justin says: so dont tell me Justin says: what was the next level?? Justin says: if you tell me sex Justin says: why would lachlan appear into your mind afterwords??? Justin says: because maybe you loved him but it was what i beliee is called unrequitted love Justin says: because he never loved you in the past Justin says: you loved the idea of him Justin says: and the good side of him he showed you Justin says: you jen do not know the whole lachlan Justin says: none of us online knows the real lachlan Justin says: jesus knows him because she lives around him Justin says: goes to school with him Justin says: online he can make you see whatever he wants Justin says: and he knows you are gullible enuf to believe it.... Justin says: i dont mean to talk bad about you Justin says: or lachlan Justin says: but thats how it is... You can stay tonight and make everything alrite..u can hold me and tell me that ur right.. says: i no...ur making me c the truth..at last...which many ppl have tried to do..ive been talking to him today...and wile ive been talking to him...ive been thinking bout andrew..n that i love him...not lochie...and i think..wot u jus sed sorta made my mind up...and um...i duno...allowed me to be sure thats wot i can feel...and yes...dat was da nxt level...we werrent goin to...but..mm..it just felt right if that makes sense.. Justin says: makes perfect sens