Well, apparently there was some guy there last night that knows her lookin for me so thats great. I duno, sometimes I think its all in my head, all this happening but then I realise its not...Someone sugggested I get a restraining order out on her...but she hasnt physically done anything...yet. And even if she had, its not like some piece of paper is going to stop her....I hope she dies, I really fuckin do. First I was scared, more freaked out than ever...Im still scared but I hate her for doin this to me..livin every day in so much fear that everywhere I go Im lookin over my shoulder makin sure shes not there...I hate it, at least if she was dead I wouldnt have to worry I'd know she was gone...I hate myself even more for wishing it but I have been so scared....I still am...this anger will pass and then Ill b scared again and it pisses me off so much...and shes tryna turn everyone against me "I dont kno u but I kno u well enough to kno u deserve better than having jen as a friend, all she will do is go round badmmouthing u and calling u a slut. She will fuck ur life up just like she did to mine" Thats when I unblockher and told her if she has a problem with me fine but not to bring my friends into it.. The other day, when all this started I woulda jumped on a bus and gone down to be with lochie...But i cant...1. Coz of skool and work 2. Im not going to run away from her...Hide away, yes but run no. Thing is, Shes that fucked in the head she might calm down forget about me and Ill not here from her in 6 mths and oin 6 mths time Ill b getn the txts and woterva else happening again saying shes guna bash me...How the fuck am i spose to kno wat to do...I dont...No1 gets it...