squirrelwraithe: i broke up with paul wallakwalla: oh. what did he do/say squirrelwraithe: eh squirrelwraithe: not mucht o me wallakwalla: oh... is that good? squirrelwraithe: yea wallakwalla: ok then wallakwalla: did he seem mad squirrelwraithe: yes wallakwalla: did you want that? squirrelwraithe: eh.. wallakwalla: ok.. squirrelwraithe: he was mad at jordan wallakwalla: why was he mad at jordan squirrelwraithe: coz we had beent alking bout it wallakwalla: oh squirrelwraithe: yea wallakwalla: so... what else is up squirrelwraithe: nm... may be grounded wallakwalla: why squirrelwraithe: for being gone wallakwalla: why were you gone? squirrelwraithe: to break up wallakwalla: oh. yeah. duh squirrelwraithe: good wallakwalla: ? squirrelwraithe: wrong windo squirrelwraithe: lol squirrelwraithe: WAT DO U WANT (if i can still come) wallakwalla: I dont even know if im doing it anymore.... squirrelwraithe: o squirrelwraithe: y wallakwalla: not sure. i dont know how to get a hold of robyn... sort of dont want to bother. squirrelwraithe: oh..ok then squirrelwraithe: i stillw anan get u sumthing squirrelwraithe: i just wont feel as rushed if u dont do it. squirrelwraithe: eh either way wallakwalla: it doesnt matter. i still have no ideas. i just... at the moment want it to be sept 21 squirrelwraithe: ?? wallakwalla: my mom got me tickets to greenday. only good thing to look forward to. i want it to come. squirrelwraithe: oh wallakwalla: yep. squirrelwraithe: eh,..terrys gonna make out with me and "teach"me wallakwalla: ok... squirrelwraithe: i just thought id tell u...ur like the only persont hat will put up with my incesant chatter about him wallakwalla: oh. okey dokey then squirrelwraithe: yea wallakwalla: im sry.. im sleepy... did alot today squirrelwraithe: its ok wallakwalla: ugh. we went to raging waters... and it started to rain... and my mom refused to leave. so i sat in a chair wrapped up in wet towels and waited for her. grr. then they kicked us out squirrelwraithe: oh im sry wallakwalla: its okay. i thought it would be funny if someone took a picture of me while i had one on my head... and then when i got it to write "happy birthday" on it... mauhaha. but nobody had a camera squirrelwraithe: lol wallakwalla: long friggin birthday i'll tell u squirrelwraithe: lol wallakwalla: but it was... okay. squirrelwraithe: lol squirrelwraithe: is today ur bday wallakwalla: yes. squirrelwraithe: happy bday wallakwalla: ty squirrelwraithe: yw wallakwalla: braindead... wallakwalla: oh.. um... i decided it did matter what i asked u last night before i left. and i was asking about jordan. squirrelwraithe: o squirrelwraithe: thats touchy, today even ont he phone he said it would have to be atleast 3 weeks after breaking up with paul wallakwalla: oh. squirrelwraithe: yea wallakwalla: sry squirrelwraithe: ? wallakwalla: for asking squirrelwraithe: o wallakwalla: yeah....... squirrelwraithe: its ok.. squirrelwraithe: hes ur x, but also remember free game k wallakwalla: yeah i know. if u remember my question... i mainly asked so that if i cared... i wouldnt have it all come crasing down on me again. just wondered squirrelwraithe: o squirrelwraithe: i remember wallakwalla: yeah squirrelwraithe: i m interested in him wallakwalla: ok squirrelwraithe: jtlyk wallakwalla: i know. you sort of told me a couple days ago... and i sort of figured it was what u meant squirrelwraithe: brb wallakwalla: k squirrelwraithe: back wallakwalla: k squirrelwraithe: yea squirrelwraithe: r u upset wallakwalla: a little i guess. but oh well wallakwalla: upset isnt the right word. but i duno what is. so. squirrelwraithe: ok wallakwalla: yep. im just in an... eh.. bitchy...? mood today not sure y squirrelwraithe: o im sry wallakwalla: meh... partially from being sick prolly... n confused a bit bout lots of stuff squirrelwraithe: ? wallakwalla: bad mood squirrelwraithe: o squirrelwraithe: sry squirrelwraithe: but..he is really nice again wallakwalla: if you say so. i dont... talk to him/communicate w/ him at all os squirrelwraithe: os? wallakwalla: so* squirrelwraithe: o wallakwalla: yeah wallakwalla: my fault but he don't care anyway so oh well squirrelwraithe: o squirrelwraithe: ims ry wallakwalla: dont think its ur fault squirrelwraithe: ok wallakwalla: sorry squirrelwraithe: its ok squirrelwraithe: would u not like me if i DID do stuff with him (but i want terry) wallakwalla: no. id be sad and confused and disappointed. squirrelwraithe: y wallakwalla: sad.. because... i still care and i shouldnt wallakwalla: confused... because i dont know why wallakwalla: disappointed... becasue after all teh complaining and bitching you did about him.. you'd still do things. squirrelwraithe: hes back tot he way before wallakwalla: before waht squirrelwraithe: before when we started wallakwalla: that means nothing to me squirrelwraithe: hes nice again! wallakwalla: to you. he wasnt hardly EVER nice to me. squirrelwraithe: o wallakwalla: im sorry... i didnt mean to... i dotn know squirrelwraithe: eh wallakwalla: i just... would have points where i'd hate you and other times where i'd wish i were you. squirrelwraithe: oh wallakwalla: i can be mean... and i dont want to. i hate that i can do this. you are my friend. squirrelwraithe: its ok wallakwalla: no. its not. i doubt that you have any idea how much it tears me apart inside when i've been mad at you or anyone else and still wanted to be nice and still wanted to be your friend because you're one of the few i have. and one of the better ones of late squirrelwraithe: o..well..eh.hes never lied to me.. wallakwalla: i know. squirrelwraithe: ok wallakwalla: it is more than i can say.... squirrelwraithe: ok wallakwalla: i hate him for so much and yet i can still like him... wallakwalla: at all. squirrelwraithe: o wallakwalla: happy birthday sarah... god. i think it might be a good idea if i got off... before i start or say something really mean....... squirrelwraithe: ims ry squirrelwraithe: i ruined it wallakwalla: ruined what?? squirrelwraithe: bday wallakwalla: no. yo udidnt. if anyone did i did because i started the whole thing about him. squirrelwraithe: o ok wallakwalla: just. and i know this is really really horrible.. but sometimes i wish he would go far far away or die or something so that he wouldnt be around to feel for. squirrelwraithe: im sry wallakwalla: i wish i hadnt volunteered to do the art show article. squirrelwraithe: ????? wallakwalla: she inducted me into pegasette. and i decided he was okay... and.......fuck squirrelwraithe: oh wallakwalla: i need to get off now............. i'll talk to you later. squirrelwraithe: bye wallakwalla: im sorry. squirrelwraithe: its ok squirrelwraithe: i understand wallakwalla: ......thank you.... squirrelwraithe: yea wallakwalla: i am sorry to be such a burden like this. squirrelwraithe: ???? wallakwalla: im sorry i do that. squirrelwraithe: ? wallakwalla: omg.. nvm