Listening to: From First To Last: Ride the wings of pestilence
Feeling: haunted
This is like the first decent thing i've written for a long time.
Wrap your hands around my neck
you know you want to.
you want to feel my struggle
you want to hear my cries
just do it
beat me, abuse me, rape me,
hate me.
you know you want to.
you never felt it.
you never cared.
tell me things to make me sleep
do what it takes to win
betray me
lie to me
just hold on as long as you can
don't let go until I am gone.
adios.