oh my god i cannot believe this..... if i could return the tickets..... i seriously would. i feel so bad about natasha. i mean... one of my BEST friends gave up tickets to one of her FAVORITE bands so that i could go to arkansas and stay with her for a while. godfuckingdamnit.... i wish she could come with me.. but i dont think there is any way that she coudl get here or any chance taht she'd be allowed to... aw.... FUCK