it is beginning to storm outside the trees are being whipped around the uniform outlines of the trailers surrounding mine. the sky looks so pretty. i want it to just fall apart.... let everything out on me. i want to be rained on i wish it would thunder and rain until i dont even know when the fury of that would calm me... and i want it so badly.... there is some now... but not enough to make my brother cry out of fright.. not enough to make me close my eyes and smile. EDIT: 20 Minutes Later HOORAY THE THUNDER IS LOUDER/CLOSER AND IT IS FINALLY RAINING