i asked her.. once i got off.. i thought and wrote in my journal... and decided i had to ask before i "find out" again. and i want to see...if it will hurt as much or at all. right now... it does as she asks "why does it matter" Im convo when i get pissed and "leave" or just leave... EDIT: she didnt exactly lie, but she didnt answer my question either. fucking confused and have some things to talk about later... god... chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:06:50 PM): hey my mom kicked me off n wouldnt let me back on till 6. preppysux (6:07:04 PM): its ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:12:29 PM): i have a really stupid question but i just need to ask it... was it jordan that you cheated on paul w/? if it was please tell me because i dont want to just find out all at once from not even you that something happened n u... hid it agin chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:12:30 PM): sorry preppysux (6:12:48 PM): brb chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:12:57 PM): k... preppysux (6:15:35 PM): why does it matter chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:16:48 PM): because like i said before i dont want to like him and then have it crash down on me again. preppysux (6:18:40 PM): brb chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:18:47 PM): ok preppysux (12:21:59 PM): fine whatever. chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:22:27 PM): sorry the phone booted me preppysux (6:22:32 PM): brb preppysux (6:22:48 PM): erm u there chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:24:02 PM): yes chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:24:07 PM): what was the fine whatever for? chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:24:46 PM): are you? preppysux (6:26:52 PM): brb chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:26:56 PM): ok preppysux (6:31:33 PM): im talking to my dad on phone sry chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:31:58 PM): its ok.. i will wait preppysux (6:39:17 PM): mkaing myself a darn quessadilla chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:39:29 PM): k preppysux (6:40:32 PM): dumbass cheese doesnt melt chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:40:38 PM): oh preppysux (6:41:47 PM): the day i broke up with paul, i kissed jordan preppysux (6:41:53 PM): to show paul how to do it chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:42:15 PM): oh. not what i meant preppysux (6:42:18 PM): oh chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:42:56 PM): like.. before preppysux (6:43:16 PM): no i never cheated on him the first time chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:43:36 PM): DURING the SECOND time preppysux (6:43:48 PM): i said yes chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:44:56 PM): no you siad "the day i broke up w/" to me that is not during preppysux (6:45:03 PM): yes it is preppysux (6:45:06 PM): it was before we broke up chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:45:13 PM): fine preppysux (6:45:27 PM): omfg chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:45:37 PM): IMSORRY. preppysux (6:45:40 PM): sok chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:45:45 PM): it seems like you were trying to avoid answering me. preppysux (6:45:50 PM): no preppysux (6:46:05 PM): first theodore was being wierd, then brrds,then dad,then dinner chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:46:31 PM): ok. just my question was was jordan theone you cheated on paul with. you didnt answer that. preppysux (6:47:03 PM): O preppysux (6:47:05 PM): yes i did preppysux (6:47:49 PM): the day u asked if it was jordan preppysux (6:47:52 PM): i think... chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:48:16 PM): i dont think i've ever asked you if jeremy/colby w/e was jordan preppysux (6:48:35 PM): no bfore preppysux (6:48:45 PM): u said "was it jordan" i think preppysux (6:48:49 PM): i will look chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:49:01 PM): today or a different day? preppysux (6:49:08 PM): the day i told u preppysux (6:49:14 PM): i think chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:49:31 PM): i dont know... i know it was on aim becausei put part of it in SD preppysux (6:49:33 PM): even if it was... why would it be so important? preppysux (6:49:47 PM): o yea it was aim preppysux (6:49:52 PM): coz i think it was a laptop day chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:50:16 PM): i told you why. you hid it from me and lied to me before. i really really dont want thta to happen again. i dont want to think theres a chance preppysux (6:50:22 PM): i didnt lie preppysux (6:50:31 PM): i just didnt tell you chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:50:36 PM): when i asked. preppysux (6:50:52 PM): ui dont kno preppysux (6:50:54 PM): i** preppysux (6:51:00 PM): i dont want to go at it chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:51:07 PM): at what preppysux (6:51:16 PM): go at it=fight chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:51:24 PM): im not going to fight. i just want to know chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:51:46 PM): i dont want to fight. i cant handle it. chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:51:56 PM): i just want to know. preppysux (6:52:17 PM): o chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:53:04 PM): yeah..... chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:53:22 PM): i dont have anythign to FIGHT with you about. preppysux (6:53:27 PM): ok chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:54:28 PM): ok... i have to go like really soon, but i have to make sure i have this straight so i dont confuse myself w/e... the person you told me about was jordan? chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:54:38 PM): jeremy/colby? preppysux (6:54:41 PM): no preppysux (6:54:48 PM): colby is colby preppysux (6:54:51 PM): jordan is jordan chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:55:23 PM): god... i dont get it... but ihave to go. chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:55:25 PM): bye preppysux (6:55:29 PM): bye... preppysux (6:55:35 PM): when i say colby preppysux (6:55:37 PM): i mean colby preppysux (6:55:42 PM): when i say jordan i mean jordan preppysux (6:55:44 PM): no code chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:55:55 PM): i might be on later or email me or something... tell me who was when n whatever chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:56:00 PM): yo unever mentioned jordan in the whole of it. chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:56:02 PM): bye... chat_bac_gurl_16 (6:56:17 PM): i have to understand. liz is sick i have a fucking "orthodontist" appointment on friday. god fuckingdamnit.