I do have a perfectly good reason for not writing the past couple days. And unless things change a bit and get easier... I won't be... I want to just curl up. I am so tempted to just go away at this point. I don't know how to deal with her anymore. She is being a fucking bitch. I resign from your side now. I want to know who the fuck they are. I am fucking furious. Where have my friends gone? Why did they leave me when they know I need them... Why am I alone?