Today I saw my hero fall apart, the one who taught me to be strong. on the outside i look fine, but on teh inside i am dying. my strength is overcome by pain... my love for you remains the same, the loneliness is setting in... i have no one to free my sins. I feel so...... empty I can't let him get to me Even if he looks me in the eyes... and talks ot me... randomly starting a conversation. He's back to being strange when she's around. I want to go to sleep..... I feel so alone, I feel like Jennifer... comatose, praying for death, wishing I could forget to breathe I almost passed out during the test today.... I let my mind wander too deep... My head spun and I felt like I was falling. I don't know what to do anymore. I've been like this longer than I thought.