Why can't I break these ties? Why am I constantly drawn back to them? WHy the fuck can't I just stop feeling altogether? I'd rather be a robot than this mess of screaming flesh. Because there is nothing I can do. I want the people I can't have. The thoughts of what I'm told create this fucking whirlpool in my mind. I get sucked into it. This hurts. Motherfucker, this hurts.