Fuck the brother Fuck the holidays at this point. I am so goddamned sick of all of this. "I bought you a cd, but if you don't like it I have the receipt, but there are alot of songs on it that I like..." YOU KNOW? FOR CHRISTMAS I TRIED TO BUY YOU THINGS I KNOW YOU'D LIKE. YOU DON'T BUY GIFTS FOR YOURSELF YOU FUCKING LITTLE ASSHOLE. AND ANOTHER FUCKING CD WALLET? I WILL BURN IT. I am sick of him giving me completely little bullshitty things like that. Things that HE wants more than I do. I better tell him to find that fucking receipt. I wish I'd gotten nothing. I'd rather have absolutely nothing than whatever HE has to give me. He ruins my day. I shouldn't give him some of the things I thought would be nice for him to get. He still doesn't understand that "Christ"mas is about giving and not receiving. It's I want I want I want Can I have Can I have Can I have? And I'm sick of it. Whatever I get from him that I don't like, I will take back to Kmart and exchange across for cash and go donate it to somewhere. I'm just fucking sick of him buying things that he wants more than I do.