I curse the day i uttered those words When you lied them back to me The blood spilled out as figurative tears You refused to wipe them away. I am stained, marked forever. All becasue of you. Shining marks that just wont go away. I turn away from you, i hide it Ashamed of what you'd say now. I cringe my smiles, painful lies Shadowed by my fears, these horrors that follow. Tomorrow i'll hide again, wake up to more pain And I'll watch you pretend to be perfect. I'll go through my day wearing this accesory This fake smile. Just for you Somehow with everyone around me, I still feel alone. The kind of emptiness that sets deep into my bones I've felt this way before, I've wanted this before. I've needed this for so long. Leave me be... Let me heal