So I made another doodle: I have an animated version that I think is really cool, but its like 400 kb so I don't want to put it on here. If you want to see it, its at http://www.deviantart.com/view/7390310/. I don't recommend trying to look at it without a little patience, but whatever. Anyhow, I've been listening a lot to this band Elefant. They are quickly becoming one of my favorite bands. This song Make Up by them is fan-fucking-tastic. The base line is just simply amazing, but what really hooked me with this song was the first two lines: "You finally take your make up off, I like your eyes. You finally take your lipstick off, I like your smile." That is exactly how I fucking feel. I love girls that don't wear make up. Why? Because I love the honesty of it. I get so tired of girls that feel they have to put on a mask to be beautiful. I mean, I dunno...maybe its just me, but I think women are so much more wonderous when they don't try so hard to be beautiful. Make up just seems too much like a trick to me...like something I'm supposed to fall for, something I'm supposed to be duped into endulging. I much prefer an ugly woman who doesn't wear make up to a beautiful woman caked with mascara and blush. The most beautiful part about a woman is not her make up. Its not her clothes. Its not her perfume. Its her. And thats all she needs to be to be the most amazing thing around. And sometimes, I think I might be the only one who thinks this way. Thats the part of me that is most lonely. The part that thinks that no one else, particularly, no women, who feel like I do. It breaks my heart, really, to think this way. I am such an Emo kid sometimes. I think I'm gonna go now. But before I go, I'm gonna tell an emo joke just to lighen things up a bit. How many emo kids does it take to screw in a lightbulb? None. We all just sit around and cry in the dark about it! Hahaha. Ok, I'm sorry. I'm done.