<Bitchy Part> I hate work. But I love having money. But why do I love having money? So I can go out and do shit instead of sitting around on my ass around here. That purpose was defeated yesterday. I didn't think I had to work and I had like 3 different things I was going to go out and do, but no, it wasn't to be. I got called into fucking work. Goddamnit. Sure I coulda said no, but then they would get pissy with me...and I DO still need money. But hey, it beats selling my body on the street...I mean...what? I never did that....</Bitchy Part> I think I would sell my body if someone was willing to pay enough. Not to any guys...just because...fuck that, thats why. I'm not gay. But besides that, you can have all the pussy in the world, but you suck a dick once, and you're a cocksucker for life. (This entry is disgusting) On second thought, no, I don't really care that much about money. I get by on what money I get doing honest work. Although, I might peddle some drugs about if given the opportunity, but nothing much. Just to my friends. And just to make a little extra cash...not for anything to live off of. I've noticed lately that there really aren't any insults that offend me anymore. I think I've just become completely desensitized. I mean, you can pretty much call me anything you want and I don't really care. You call me a bitch and I'm like "Only in prison." You call me an asshole and I'm like "Eh, whatever. I AM pretty shitty sometimes." You call me a faggot and I'm like "Oh, stop it, you silly goose." Its just easier to go with the insult than rebutt it anymore. I can argue all I want, but what does it really matter? In the end, nothing you say or call me is going to be true anyhow so why even bother to refute it? On the other hand, I find it a lot of fun to respond with insults that don't make any sense like "You Vaginabutthole" or "You're a chodesnatch." People are always saying stuff like "Thats retarded." But the whole idea of trying to insult someone is pretty goddamn dumb anyhow. Why? Because no matter how severe an insult or how bad you "get" someone, its still just a stupid word that no one gives a shit about. Thats why I don't understand why girls get some girls get so pissed off about being called a slut or a whore. Who gives a fuck? I mean, no one can really insult you without you believing them. Just do what you want and screw what people think about it. Worrying over and over about what people think is no way to live. And if you think yourself a slut, who gives a fuck? Is that such a terrible thing? So you like sex. Big fuckin' deal. Join the club. Stop holding yourself to standards that keep you from doing what you want to do with your life and you don't even really believe in. Just my opinion. "And when I lie on my pillow at night, I dream I could fight like David Watts"