Fucked up

by xsilium
"I NEED HORRIBLE MEN IN MY LIFE, I NEED TO GET DRUNK AND FUCK UP MY EXISTENCE, I NEED DRUGS, I NEED DIRTY SEX, I NEED TO DENOUNCE GOD, I NEED TO SHOOT MISSLES AT THE WHITE HOUSE, I NEED TO FUND TERRORISTS, I NEED TO SELL CRACK TO SCHOOL KIDS, I NEED TO FLUNK OUT OF COLLEGE, I NEED TO WRECK MY CAR, I NEED TO FAIL, I NEED I NEED I NEED, CAN'T YOU SEE, THAT I'M A MONGREL, CAN'T YOU SEE I DON'T DESERVE TO BE HUMAN, I NEED TO SLEEP." -Noah Cicero ( http://www.ink-mag.com/content/issue7/fiction/caseanalysis.htm ) This article is fucked up. Thats it. Thats all I've got. No in-depth analysis. No intriguing thoughts. No atheistic junkie bullshit. Just fucked up.
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omgah...that thing at the top...with the kid...is about the funniest thing I've seen all day...wow...now my day is better...lol
[Anonymous]
thats better then analysisin its raisin thoughts and then letten other make their own opinions.. cool diary
[Anonymous]
that reminds me of marla from fight club. that is really fucked up. i love it. i can relate, though. who doesn't want to mock life at some point in time. it's not enough to commit suicide. that's giving up. you have to kick life's ass. stomp it into the ground. degrade it.
[Anonymous]
Read the play "Waiting for Godot" by Samuel Beckett. Its far more existential and even as a traslation it butchars the English language less.
love the music
Thanks, the music is "Liquid Spear Waltz" from Donnie Darko. I had to do a fair amount of converting of file types and uploading to get it to work. I works for good background music.
I LOVE THE FAT KID AT THE TOP. where did you get it??
O_o maddie
[Anonymous]
The picture is at http://www.collegehumor.com/
this is Noah Cicero, Waiting for Godot is better
[Anonymous]
Noah, its awesome that you found this site. When I read your article I was seriously impressed by it which is rare anymore. Waiting For Godot is good too, but there was something about your style that I really liked. Your writing seemed to flow like the thoughts in my head at times. Fuck the english language if it restricts your message. Say it like you think it. I've enjoyed reading everything I've read of yours at Ink Magazine.
hey this is Noah Cicero again, thanks for you said, This thing won't let me write much, so contact me at kayalove14@aol.com
[Anonymous]