Listening to: \"Hurt\" - Nine Inch Nails
Feeling: broken
My life is like a dumb joke that you've heard over and over and, while it may have once been mildly entertaining, it is now just annoying and stupid. Eventually all jokes get old and people stop laughing so people stop telling these jokes. For what is a joke if no one is laughing at it? It is...nothing. It is forgotten and lost. It is dead. Such is my fate.
I am the pointless,
The butt of my own joke.
I am the godless,
The mourning, the broke.
I am the used,
Friendless and abused.
The final step
On the stairway to nowhere.
I am the empty hole,
Purposeless and droll
That, had it a headstone,
Would be a grave.
I am the ghost of my desires,
The shadow of the liars.
I am the indefinable obscurity,
I am the End.
I love that kid at the top.
Hehehe...
xo
Amanda
cool diary.
Alicia
party on!