Today is my first day clean for about 3 months. This is going to be difficult... Its fucking raining outside....and I have to walk all the way across campus to class. Its not just a light drizzle either...I will be fucking drenched for my exam. It seems everything is against me today... "I've got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots; that my tongue is tied off My brain's repeating if you've got an impulse, LET IT OUT! but they never make it past my mouth"