last night me n tony just hung around until like 10 in my basement. haha "i was all over the place..bean bag..floor..couch. wow" hahahaha yeaaa..then stephanie came here around 9 along with melissa n ashley around 930. My dad got me in a wicked pissy mood. he brought up shit about dustin from like a week ago n started bitching @ me for it..then he started bitching about how if i was stephanie he wouldnt let me go to somone elses house to stay. i was like duhhh stopping talking about dumb shit. then he was trying to tell me when i should go to bed..or be home..n im like noo!! he wanted me to be home by 10 n in bed by 1030 cuz of school..but my mom said home by 11 n in bed by like 12 er somthing..thats reasonable for a 15 year old girl thats in 10th grade in the summer..my moms wicked nive n i love her so much. shes like my friend! but like my dad.. he always asks why i treat him like shit or get mad when he talks to me..this is my answer..i dont like talking to him becasuse usally it wends up with yelling or no talking..he annoys me with just one word somtimes n he awlays yells @ me about dumb shit. maybe if he treated me alittle nicer i would to him. i love him but i dont liek him well i hung around with stephanie melissa n ashley @ the gas station last ngiht to. melissa looked kinda sad er mad er somthing. ashley told me it was cuz i was in a pissy moood n she doesnt like to be around me when im like that. it kinda made me feel bad..for her n for my self. like..idk..i have always been there for her when shes in pissy moods but when im in one she doesnt wanna be with me. i didnt get it. maybe i put her in a pissy mood when im in one..so thats why she doesnt wanna be around me!? i can understand that i guess.. today me melissa n stpehanie are ganna go to burger king for lunch. im so hungry n love burger king..so im ready!! haha :) im riding dans bus home tomarrow n tonys mommie is ganna give me a ride home cuz shes sooo niice :) she told tony that im a nice girl n that im pretty. even those little things that the boyfriends mom says mean so much to me. just to know that she likes me n approves me of her son. it makes me feel accepted even those shes just his mom. i like her alot..shes really nice to me. well im ganna go..stephanies getting ready n melissas on her way..so ill prolly write more tonight. i love you tony. :-* The one who puts his arms around you The one who lays his head besides you The one who listens when you need it When no one sees, he can see it The one who knows when something's wrong The one who knows your favorite song The one who all your family loves The one you place the one above The one that's true to you The one that makes you smile The one that holds you down ..*TjK*..