We ended up going to Shadowbrook first n hung out @ dans. Sometimes, it gets really boring over there n for some reason i get in shitty moods when im bored. Good thing tonys mom came n got us after an hour:) We had to pick up some prescriptions for eric n then we were going to Tonys Grandpas house. I fell asleep on the way there. I was in tonys arm the whole time. I felt so safe. When we got there, there was a HUGE pile of what looked like sticks on the kitchen table. Me, Tony, His mom, Grandma n Grandpa n his little cousin Michelle "shucked beans" if thats what you wanna call it. I have never done that b4, but i guess he grows them. who knows. But it went by pretty fast seeing all of us were helping n talking at the same time. Time passes quickly with them, Especially with his grandpa. Hes the sweetest man you will ever meet in your life. He seriously makes me wanna be a part of tonys family. Hes wicked nice to me. He offered to help me with my bio regents and the earth science regents that i failed last year seeing he was a science teacher. He thinks im wicked pretty n he loves my First and Middle name put together:) i feel like he accepts me n that means alot seeing that tony n him are close. I guess he has a "gorgeous" picture of me n tony at his lake..so me n him will be getting that shortly. After shucking beans me n tony sat out on the swing for a while n just talked. We watched Michelle try to do archery on this fake deer in the yard. Funny shit lemme tell you. She was hitting trees. hahaha omg. it was so funny with all the jokes tony was cracking. i could have died right there. Then tonys like..lemme see if i can still do it. So then he started shooting the arrows n missing quite often. then he got one. He shot it right in the ass n then the head fell off. all you hear tony say at the top of his lungs YEAAAAAA i killed it!!!!!! haha omg. it was so fucking hilarious. i laughed so hard n couldnt stop. it was great. Tonys grandpa didnt seem to care, at least he laughed. but wow. it was sooo funny. i tried shooting one time n missed. it really isnt worth typing about. haha it was about 7 when we left. Tony wanted icecream but his mom "gave him the look" haha. she was ganna rip his face off if he even said he wanted any when his grandparents asked lol. it was so funny. on the way home we just talked n held eachother. Then we got to dans house. we were only there for alittle while. MAYBE an hour if that. he had to "go to joes" so me n tony left. we went to his house real quick n got sweatshirts cuz we were going back outside. Eric actually said hi to me n asked me how i was doing. i wasnt expecting that at all. He must have been in a good mood. then me n tony went into this feild that was Pitch Black. it was so cute. he was scared to be in there. he was SOOO cute. i like it when guys can admit when they are scared. its no mystery. we know they do so why dont they just say it. so then we started walking around. it was really cold. i was shivering. we decided to go back to tonys little end of the road n lay in the middle of the street. We were laying there for along time. We were just looming @ the stars. Hes like.."look all the stars are above my house, there trying to show me they are better then you but you shine brighter then all of them." i just melted right into his amrs smiling uncontrolably. Hes the most sweetest boyfriend in the world n im so inlove with him. He saw a shooting star when my eyes were closed n made a wish on it. it was so cute. it was a long wish too:) That was the first shooting star he has ever seen. He was like.."i was looking over at this one spot n it just went by, like it wanted me to see it. it was so awesome" then later, i saw one. we were talking about something n all the sudden i look up n i saw one n then i made my wish. that was the first time i saw one too. i almost saw one with my mom but when she told me n i looked..it was too late. so im so glad we saw shooting stars together. Tony was a complete gentalmen by giving me his coat when i was cold n trying to warm me up by rubbing his hands fast on my back n all this other stuff. hes so cute. i love it. then my dad came n picked me up:( i didnt wanna leave. i love being there. i gave tony my phone so he could call me with plans for tomarrow. we said our goodbyes n i went on my way. i watched him until i coulnt see him anymore. i love him so much. hes the best thing that has ever happned to me. just got done playing cards with my dad too. so im wicked tierd. My dad has been really nice this weekend. i thought it was ganna be wicked gay cuz my moms gone but so far its been real. but yea, im out bitches. comment if youd like. ..You made me realize that life can be good.