well yesterday tony n dan came over. they rode their bikes all the way from maine in the pouring rain. tony does love me..why would he do that if he didnt? They were SOAKED!! n muddy!!! it was grose..but tony still looked as good as ever. he looks better n better as time goes on..everytime i see him it feels like i havnt seen him in a year..i just melt into him all over again. im like tony..i love you..n hes like..i love you 2..n im like are you sure..n hes like..yes i promise..i mean come on..riding my bike for miles in the rain to see my girl..i think you should know. i do knnow..he does love me. im the only girl he ever said i love you to. it makes me feel so special. melissa n ashley came over too:) Kaila wanted to come over n i wanted her to too..but she didnt have a ride home. :( i told her i would call her sometime this week. Tony held me down n was tickling me FOREVER!! i almost pissed myself. haha i couldnt stopp laughing. i laughed until i felt like i was ganna throwup! haha i love it. Britney spears..outrageous! ;) i love you after tony n dan left..which was @ like 815 me stephanie ashley n melissa went to the icecream store. i love the brownie sundeas!! haha soooo good man. then it started raining. i was sooo coold. i wished tony was there. then came home n watched my mom throw a hacky sack @ melissas boob! hahahahhahahah i laughed fer like 10 minutes straight. my mom ment to whip it @ my brother but it hit melissa! haha shes like "ur mom throws hard :(" hahahaha awwww i wuv u melly welly i fell asleep to "getting even with dad" good movie right there. i cry @ the end :( haha im such a loser. i went to school today really tierd..n now im not that tierd..but enough to go to sleep. Tonys coming over today @ "3" n stephanies mom is ganna bring us back to her house to babysit the boys fer alittle while. i get to see tony. i see him all the time..but im sad without him. i know that sounds so pethetic but idk..im wierd without him..i feel incomplete..i need him..i want him..i love him i talked to dustin today about some interasting things that i need to bring up to tony..i cant forget :) well im ganna go..im ganna try to sleep in alittle while..after i have some food man!!! love - we think about it . dream about it . sinq about it *' lose sleep about it . when we don`t have it we search for it . when we discover it we don`t kno what to do > with it . when we have it we`re afraid of 'losinq it . it`s the short word that`s easy to spell . difficult 2 define'& (_.-´¯`> | ii m p o s s ii b l e | to live without -x3 i love you so much..more then i could ever explain to you. i never wanna lose you baby