Well today i woke up n asked my mom if i could go to tonys gpas house n then to shadowbrook for the rest of the day n she said that was fine. not even 2 mins later tony called n said that we were ganna go to his gpas but he had to come to my house instead n it would be better if he had a ride home from my mom. luckily that worked out:) we went to tonys grandpas house around 1:30. the car ride was like 1/2 hour im guessing. longer then i expected. His grandpas house it WICKED cute. its yellow with lots of land n a HUGE garden. its in owego so its all country n pretty. it was so sunny out today so it made it even better. when we got there we looked through some pics that his gpa had. old black n white ones of tonys mom. they're wicked cute. i could have looked at so many more. i love pictures. then we went on the big swing out in the backyard. layed there for a while until the bees came out n scared tony away! LMAO! he ran away, it was so funny. then we went inside n watched some tv. it was so sad..tonys gma started crying cuz her sisters husband has cancer or somthing. i felt really bad whe she was opoligizing for being on the phone cuz it was "rude". duh. i didnt care @ all. she wasnt being rude. then we all had some icecream n talked for a while. we started talking about my cottage n i had to tell them i sold it. it got me wicked shitty cuz i knew the real reason why we selled it. then we drove back home. My mom n brother will still bowling. ME n tony had the house to our selves. my dad called but i didnt pick it up cuz he would know that me n tony were home alone. so i called my mom n told her but she was ont he phone with him. she called back n told me that me my brother n tony were all going to my dads house. i wasnt wicked thrilled about it. but i went anyways. when we got there we chilled n had dinner. then played cards for a while. that was alrtight. got boring after a while so me n tony n zack went downstairs. they were wrestling n having a good time. it was fun to watch. i was just laying there laughing. then my dad came down n told them to settle down. well 5 mins later zack grabbed a metal pole n it caught a hold of my hair n ripped some out. that fucking sucked. so i got up n tried grabbing the pole from him n thats when my dad came down. he was like ZACK GET UPSTAIRS NOWWWW! then my brother had to fucking argue so my dad made everone get in thr turck to go home. i couldnt find my shoes so i asked tony to come help me n he was all pissy cuz he didnt wanna leave. it was about 8:10 n he didnt have to leave until 8:30. eventually he came to help me after 5 mins. i found them n went outside. we were all bitching in the car n then tony just said drop it. i tried to loosen tony up in the car. i was telling him i loved him n kissing him but it wasnt seeming to work. after a while it did. he eventually started kissing back so that was good. when we got to his house i stood by the truck with him for like 3 mins. then my dad said get in the car..haha i told him i had to walk him to his door first. so i walked tony up to his door n he was about to ring the doorbell but i told him not to cuz it was more time with him. haha so then i sat there for a bit more until tonys mommy came to the door. he was about to go in when he told me he had to walk me back to the truck. haha so then we walked back to the truck. my dad was getting mad but it was so funny. so tony gave me a kiss n my dad n zack were syaing sarcasticly that they wanted kisses to..so then tony camer back n gave me 2 more kisses n said that they made up for my dads n zackz. haha it was just so funny the way we were stalling. then i eventually got in the truck n by then it was already 8:30. haha so i got my time in. me n my dad had an argument in the car that was really lame n over in 5 seconds. he opoligized for today which i accepted. got home. got really shitty. I LOVE ALL OF MY FRIENDS, I LOVE SPENDING TIME WITH ALL OF THEM, NOT JUST TONY. yea tony makes me happy n i looooove spending time with him but i still need my girls n im always here for them. i guess some ppl just dont get that.