i had to go to another boring day of school today. ew and, well..i had cramps really really bad..like..worse then i have ever had them b4..i mean i was screaming n crying to make them stop..n they lasted like 3 hours..my mom gave me 2 of my dads medicine..its kinda like vicodin..n it wasnt working..n she told me not to take anymore..but then like 1 1/2 later i called her..n i was crying..n im like mom they arent going away..n shes like still?..n im like can i take more medicine..n shes like take 1 midol..n im like its not ganna do crap it fucking hurts..n then she hung up on me cuz i swore..so i went down stairs n took 2 advil n 2 midol..all together thats 6 pills.. 3 different ones..so that messed with my stomach..so i started throwing up n shit..so i made my self go to sleep..i just woke up..n my body is like tingaling n im really dizzy n i feel sick..my cramps are still here too.. then i told tony about it..n hes like aww..ur a baby..guys seriosuly dont know shit about what girls go through with cramps..they fucking hurt. its an achy throb that goes on forveer..its not even like a sharp pain..it just hurts..i cant even explain it..its horrible. i wish guys understood. well im ganna go..i feel sooo shitty right now..n tonys possed to come over later..so pray that i feel better. Tony..5 months today baby:)..i love you more then anything n i know we can last so much longer. im never letting you go.