Superbowl sunday was kinda gay. eagles didnt win and worst of all..no tony:( had some of my moms friends over and melissa and steph were here. dan was being gay and we laughed at him. steph ended up sleeping over again and we talked about alot of shit. got to bed around 1230. woke up on monday morning and get ready with stephanie. shit didnt feel the same after the whole her and dustin thing but i still wasn stresing about it. didnt stay after cuz tony went "job hunting" with sean and dan so that was good. went home and just talked to people on line including tony n then talked to him on the phone b4 i went to bed. tuesday which was yesterday i mostly ignored stephanie. not on purpse but idk. felt different. had lunch with tony and had a good time but at the end something happened and i ended up crying? dumb. but tony made me feel better so it was all ok and stuff. i stayed after with him yesterday and had a good time. came home with melissa and just chilled and talked to tony. did some homework, had dinner and got the new carpet and new furniture. it alright i guess. not a big fan of it all. phone with tony then crashed on the couch in the basment. today(wednesday)went to school. boooring. confronted stephanie about somes hit that was bothering me. had a fight in lunch that was dumb. opoligized to eachother 2 periods later and i said it was fine with me about her n dustin n i was acting dumb. but she said i had a right too but shes glad im ok with it. so everythings good. stayed after with tony n had a REALLY good time. he made me feel so specail and yeah. just a really nice time. n now im here with melissa and im ganna get online in a bit to talk to tony. so hope it gos good:O) oh yeah..we all have plans for firday:) me n dustin are ganna take tony n stephanies activity bus home and then stephs dads ganna take us to the movies to see "boogyman" and then my mom will hopefully pick us up and bring us back to my house. stephanie will saty here and tony will walk to dustins house around midnight:) soundsss goood! hehe hope it works out. should be fun.