yea..i felt like saying somthing about kaila.. We are good now..but i still feel wierd..like idk how to explain it. shes an awesome person n i love her to death but im scared that somthing will happen again with another friend of mine. im mostly scared of losing melissa er stephanie. but i KNOW melissa wouldnt do that to me. n stephanie..idk..she might hit it off with k so idk..but i know i always have melissa. im like jealous er somthing..like i only want kaila to be my friend but when she calls i dont feel like hanging out..idk how to explain it. i juss wish that none of the shit that happened over spring break ever happend. i wish i could go back n chnage it. i wish everything was the same again. i miss it. she thinks i replaced her with tony dan n stephanie..i didnt though. i really didnt. i mean..sure they were there for me n stuff..but no one could take the place of my sister. i think we might hang out today er somthing..so yea..ill have to call her. well im out..bye i miss -you-