Tony ended up calling and i talked to him for alittle over and hour while he was at dustins. then he left to go play pool. i started watching a movie with gary, my mom and zack. we watched white chicks. tonys called RIGHT when it started. i told him id get online later. i got on line around 10 n talked to him till 1030. this girl online was messing with me. i hate dumb whores who wont tell you there name when they i-m you and then when you i-m them back from coming back from being away..they say "how did you get my sn" thats the one thing that pisses me off the most. tony called at 11 n we talked on the phone till like 12. then i just talked with my mom n watched rosanne. then i went to bed with duke hogging up all the space in my bed. I hate weekends now. they are horrible. i miss tony way too much to stand it. i feel so down and depressed all the time. i hate it. i dont even know if i can go to the dance now. i forgot im grounded on the day its on. ugh. its next saturday. its like noon right now n i woke up at 10. it feels like ihave been waiting for tony to get online forever. he said he was ganna go to joes so we'll see. i watched freaky friday when i woke up. n then the rest of the time i have been watching "Americas next top model." i get so jealous of all them pretty girls. i wanna be them=( wow..im getting worse. i wanna leave this fucking house. i wanna run away wicked bad. just run to shadowbrook and dont come back. its not like anyone would miss me here.