went to school n like 4th period my student teacher in bio told ashley that me n her could go down to the cafeteria fer alittle while. got down there n baught a hunny bun n a coffee cake. ate the hunny bun n gave away my coffee cake. took some frie from dan n he told me not to take anymore so i tried to sneek one then he tweeked shit on me about how im fat. wtf is that shit?! im not fucking fat. i might wanna lose weight but im not fucking fat. told tony about it after that period n he was wicked mad. i guess he tweaked on dan. idk?! but wow. that hurt my feelings. i also felt bad that tony thought all his calling me beautifuls didnt matter cuz they could just erase with one bad thing coming from a retard. but its not that. its just it hurts really bad when someone puts you down like that in front of ur friends. idk. i didnt eat lunch. i wasnt that hungry anyways. got back to the room n the teacher said we took to long n i didnt ask to go so me n ashley cant go ever again. thats cool. got detention for walking late into a fucking studyhall. lets all cry about it. assholes. stayed after for that after having alittle "thing" with melissa in keyboarding. yea, thats always fun. came home to a list of chores. did those n now here i am. im leaveing. today was not the greatest day. tonys ganna cheer me up now so lates. i love you.