got up. sat around. argued with my mom about tony coming over sence im ganna be fucking grounded. yeah..huge fight. i wanted to see him just for today..like a last weekend sorda thing. i had to beg n cry n all that good stuff to get it. then she said maybe cuz she had to talk to my dad. so in the mean time we went to zacks guitar lessons, my moms work and to get my belly button ring chnaged but the guys couldnt do it cuz he was in the middle of doing some guys tattoos so we left. then came back home to drop zack off then went grocery shopping and to get tony cuz my dad had called n said it was alright. we got him at like 530. when me n tony saw eachother it was like we hadnt seen eachother in like..years or somthing. he was so happy he had tears in his eyes. he used MY sleeve to wipe them=) then i got them. him beeing sweet to me always does that. i love seeing those happy tears though. came home..watched some tv n ate some dinnner. i got teary eyed thinking about how this was our last day together b4 we were grounded. but i kept trying to suck it up n have a good time. we made some cinommin rolls and watched school of rock while cuddling n letting him brush my hair:) i got teary eyed again=( then after we went into the basment n watched the rest of stepmom n cuddled dreading it to become 11pm. i didnt want him to leave. ugh. we both had tears in our eyes. i miss him already. it was hard letting him go. it was so hard. i hate parents. they fuck up everything. well im really sad right now. im ganna go. im about to cry just thinking about it. Tony, your everything to me and always will me. always. i promise. i need more then ever and we can get through anything together..as long as we have eachother. ur the best. nothing is better then you. nothing. i love you so much. so much baby. i promise. ur the most gorgeous thing i have ever seen. i wanna spend the rest of my life with you and i cant wait to start. x3