yea..got there yesterday n tony wouldnt talk to me. yea that was pretty gay. I said that kristy said i was 20x prettier then "somone im not ganna name " n that i think i just needed to hear it from a friend. i also said that sometimes that boyfirneds might just say that there gf is pretty cuz they love them n wanna make them happy. he got mad. he felt like he was just wasting is breath calling me beautiful cuz i didnt beleive him. so yea..idk..but that was over in like 10 mins. it was like the dumbest thing ever. everything was fine after. I love when tony calls me beautiful. It makes me feel specail n loved even though i may argue with him about it..sometimes i just even want the attention from him. Then he was tickling me n i hit him in the face :( i guess it hurt him alot. i felt really bad. he was mad:( wich was dumb..but i got upset. but i think it was a good thing..(after)..i was telling him this.. i wanna do everything with you..go to the beach with you..n fall asleep with you. Im so inlove with you tony. you mean more to me then anything in the whole worl. i promise. i promise. (this was all while i was crying) n hes like..why does this make you sad..n im like cuz i know its not ganna happen n im ganna lose you somday. please dont make me be without you all this other ish. god, i was balling @ this point. i mean..i couldnt help it. idk what it was. i was crying over dumb things but in there own way it made sence. he was like..ur never ganna lose me. i here for you brittany. i love you. im never leaving you. you make me so happy. i cant even explain it. but like after the whole episode..tonys like..im glad that just happened..it made me realize even more how much you mean to me. ur so beautiful n i love you more then anything. after that dan called steph n we went over there n chilled @ the basketball hoop with ryan n joe. ryans really skinny. then my mom came n picked me up n thats when i felt mad shitty. my dads dumb. if he starts yelling @ my mom n front of me i will deffinetly say shit..its not like i havnt b4. my mom shouldnt be crying everyday. i wish i could do somthing. shes like my best friend. but i cant..my mom might have to move out. :( im out..enough said. i feel like shit now n idk if im ganna be able to see tony today er not. :(