why is it that the feeling of being alone never really goes away? even in your sleep it doesnt go away.. when you walk around you see everything that reminds you of that one person.. when you lay down to sleep they are the last person you think of.. its like the feeling of being alone is a ghost. and its there to haunt you into a breakdown. and then the only person you can go to to make you feel better is the person you truely want? what do you do then? all you can do is sit there with your pain.. and become numb.. all the pain that i have been through.. all the shit.. i still havnt become numb. its weird.. cause a lot of my friends have become that way.. but im like the only one that can feel anything anymore.. i feel everything.. well everything except happiness. *sigh* it hurts so bad.. i dont know what to do..