i feel like dirt.. in almost every way possible.. i feel like im going to throw up.. i feel like a horrible person.. i feel usless.. i dont know whats wrong with me. quite frankly i just want school to start.. i want to get the fuck out of this house.. im so sick of it! all of my friends are always telling me to just get out of the house and do something.. well.. where am i supposed to go? it would take me an hour just to get into town if i walked or something.. and i cant drive.. all my friends are usually with their other friends.. i live out in the middle of no where in a neighborhood full of kids under the age of 10. theres not much to do! at least with school i get out of the house. and this year.. im starting over. new grade, new friends, new classes.. new everything. hopefuly it will work.. if not.. oh well.. at least i get out of my fucking house. and.. the sooner school starts.. the sooner november comes.. and the sooner november comes.. the sooner i get my freaking license. that will be the shit. ill be able to drive alone! at least.. legaly. heh... i dont break the law.. no really. anyway.. im going to go mope around or something..